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Its really the difficult time in my life, painful, depressing, sad, self-denying, those mixture of emotions made me cant do anything.

I knew i cant just decide the thing by myself, but i still keep blaming on myself everyday, every night, every morning. I cant sleep, i cant eat. i throw up every night.

Although I just repeat nothing meaningful to you guys, I have to appreciate your patient listening.  i was in that small world we built. I was just very satisfied with the small world. I didn't contact you guys before coming home, or that month in London. I also didnt chat with u guys. i even didnt think i need you guys, cos i had the small world.  But now, things change. everythings becoming sarcastic.


Thank you my friends.
Thank you for talking to me, when i need to talk.
Thank you for ur patient.

I have wasted two yrs time building the world. and now, its over. i dont deserve this.
It just takes time, I will be alright. I will have a brand new life.


Thank you my friends.